Envy

This is crazy..

ur best friend shares some big news.. u say all the right things n display d right emotions.. but inside u’re burning up.. instead 4 feeling truly happy, u’re filled with uncontrollable envy..

its not that u’re a bad person.. u really want 2 feel happy 4 your friend.. u really want 2 get rid of these feeling of envy.. but in the moment.. u just cant..

u responded with appropriate excitement, said d right words, n showed d right emotions.. but with each smile, word, and act of joy, u died a little bit inside..

 *sigh*