Post #2 (finale)

i received a call from a very old fren.. takde la old sangat around 2 years gitu.. 2 tahun takde call tade text.. tekejut jugak la.. tak sia2 sentiasa tggu call or text dari dia..

borak berejam jugak.. pasal tu pasal ni.. then tb2 he came out pasal company trip 2 taun lepas.. kata dia was unhappy n tak enjoy langsung.. im like.. whattttt? whyyy? dia kata dier tak sihat.. im like.. okay.. then sambung lagi, dia kate mcm tade org nak layan dia.. mcm dier sorg2.. again.. im like.. wuttaa.. best part is dia kate, dia nak borak dgn akku tapi akku sibuk layan org lain.. rasa mcm tertimbun dalam kain baju yang belum berlipat.. selesa tp sesak nafas..

n who is this again? kenape akku nak kene rase mcm kene timbun dgn kain bagai.. what so special about this person??

the name is Ayman.. yup.. Ayman.. i fancy him.. thats why akku rase mcm kene timbun dgn kain tu..

akku start kerja dgn company tu tahun december 2010.. practical.. Ayman dah kerja setahun la kot.. akku pun tak sure.. so pendekkan cerita, akku busy kerja dekat site n dia dekat site lain so jarang jumpa.. 1 day macam tersuka pulak tengok dia.. he has this attitude kalau tgk org.. susah nak explain.. tapi nye akku suka.. tapi suka macam tu je la, pasal akku ader bf n bf pulak kerja oil n gas.. yup.. u know.. 3 months off shore 1 week on shore.. life kinda floats a bit la.. so this fella makes my day everytime dia masuk office akku ada dekat office, atau akku balik dari site n dia ader dekat office.. habis cerita..

so bila dah agak lama sikit keje sini, i found out shakilla pun suka Ayman.. Shakilla single, Ayman single.. you know la what happen lepas tu kan..

so akku teruskan kerja macam biasa.. ada peluang borak dengan Ayman, akku borak mcm hari esok takde.. lama2 kitorang guna kan OCS atau pun Lync; product Microsoft.. its a communication tools yang office guna utk keep in touch dgn staff2 lain..

orang kate laki n perempuan tak boleh berkawin baik.. almost impossible.. yup.. kadang akku jelous je dgn shakilla.. motif sgt kan? tp nak buat macam mana.. shakilla single Ayman single ok.. so biar je la..

so, berbalik pada perbualan kami tadi.. pasal Ayman rasa Krabi tak best, Ayman rasa akku tak layan dia.. u see, shakilla was all over Ayman.. n me? im just an ordinary friend.. what can i do? kalau ikutkan hati, i would rather spend the whole 4 days trip borak dengan Ayman.. yup.. i can do that.. Ayman je la nnt boring dengan akku.. hahaha..

i feel like me n Ayman has this unexplainable relationship.. not like very special one mcm couple ke aper ke.. it just too complicated to understand.. or maybe i just care too much.. entah la.. unique.. ini akku je la yg rase.. Ayman, i dont know.. i dont think i want to know.. hahaha..

ok.. sooooo akku terfikir 1 benda.. can i fix this? i mean i nak fix this.. atleast my part yang dia kata dia nak borak dengan akku tu.. because he has to know that akku pun memang nak borak dengan dia.. cuma akku shut down apa akku rasa utk jaga hati orang lain..